If you are looking for my Cyberfeminism blog...

You've come to the wrong place but feel free to look around anyway!
My Cyberfeminsim blog is actually over at http://arachnetwopointoh.blogspot.com
Sorry for the confusion.
Have a totally awesome day!

Friday, March 06, 2009

Butch Hair Uber Alles

Listening to "California Uber Alles" by the Dead Kennedys after getting an awesome haircut.

After having fought with my gender of late I was having a really tough time understanding where I fall in the gender/sexuality spectrum and it was really depressing me. I felt really happy identifying as just a "lesbian." Well, I suppose not happy so much as comfortable. But after reading some of the articles in my Contemporary Sexualities text book I began questioning what I am.

Am I bisexual? Am I a gay man trapped in a woman's body? Am I a straight male in a woman's body? Am I butch? Am I femme?

Why does gender have to fall into this strict dichotomy?

Unfortunately for me my copy of "My Gender Workbook" has been eaten by the vortex of life and I won't get paid 'til the 15th. Even then, I still have to pay my cable and electric bills but I digress.

So I'm having a horrible gender/sexuality crisis and my hair is in my face so I get my hair cut by my favorite gay stylist in the world. The only hair stylist in my entire city who understands what I want when I say the word "butch." Previously I've been scared to go very short but this time I said fuck it and hacked a bunch off and by the time it was over I had this super butch faux-hawk and strangely felt relieved and happy.

It's amazing how profoundly a haircut can affect how one feels about one's self.
I'm so much happier with who and what I am and love my new hair. It's a strange sense of calm and excitement. You should try it.



Yeah, I took Myspace style pictures but whatever. I was all excited and there wasn't anyone else around to take the pictures for me.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Note to self

Methylphenidate is a stimulant and will keep you awake if you are dumb enough to take it at night.
Hello walls! I will be staring at you now.

Also, if you haven't heard it, you really should listen to the Manic Street Preachers cover of Umbrella. It's lovely.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

An Argument on the Ethics of Fan Fiction and Characterization

(It's a long one; go pee now.)
So, I've rejoined the world of literary analysis through that scuffed, broken, and much ignored window in that literary bathroom known as "fan fiction."

Having caught up on my "Grey's Anatomy" it was slightly inevitable that I would return to my old 'shipping haunts to see what the still bitter fans had churned out. I come from the short lived shipper-dom of Callie Torres/Erica Hahn of "Grey's Anatomy" generally referred to as "callica" which is, altogether, not a bad name.

Not much has been produced that is of any notable quality save a few people who tend to always do solid work. Mostly the stuff out there seems to be from people who decide to force their own style and characterizations on characters that have already been created and solidified over the five seasons this show has existed.

I suppose I'm nitpicking but I feel if a character is not yours but you choose to utilize this character in your writings you have an obligation to the creator of the character to do some form of justice to the original characterization and style. If you are going to build using a base of Legos do not take selected Legos and then use them in conjunction with Polly Pockets. A Lego is a Lego. (I'm almost positive that analogy made far more sense in my mind than it did on the screen.)

That behavior annoys me. It annoys me but it does not annoy me nearly as much as people who do not do their homework. (Is it wrong to be angry at fanfic writers for not researching the characters and situations they are writing about?)

There was recently an introduction of a character with Asperger's Syndrome and someone included a segment from this character's point of view in a fic. I would not normally oppose this sort of thing but the writer in question showed a painful lack of understanding about this character and the particulars of her Asperger's and instead chose to write it as though the woman had a small tick like a stutter rather than a fundamental limitation of the understandings of social-emotional folkways and simple human pragmatics.

The character does not understand human emotion and has trouble recognizing and identifying emotions and has no concept of sensitivity to them but instead operates through complete logic and understands the world through strict inductive and deductive reasoning. It's the only real way she communicates but the fanfic author chose to approach her as someone who has actions driven by emotional connections and human understanding and empathy when that's just not accurate.

My point is that people should have more respect for the authors and creators from whom they so often borrow. It is not enough to credit the creator in a disclaimer. There needs to be a recognition that if these characters are not yours then they are not yours to alter at will and if they are altered then they aren't really the character that originally belonged to the creator you first credited but neither are they fully yours. Instead you end up with a literary chimera which is never good for anyone. It's almost as bad as alternate universe, original character, or slash.


I'm sure my arguments have huge holes in them and are very preachy and have no solid basis but after reading so many crap fanfics I feel a need to express how I really feel about these things.

Don't even get me started on fanfics about real people...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

State of the Funyuns Address*

*Rachel Maddow's quote, not mine.

So watching the so called NOT the State of the Union or nSOTU was amazing and moving and I rather feel that the whole world needs to go watch it.




Jindal's response makes no sense and I won't bother finding it because it's hideous. I'm sure it's out there on YouTube.
Sadly I am unable to find a clip of Rachel's "ba blblaba gah" response to Jindal. It's slightly legendary.
Will update if I find that clip or the "State of the Funyuns" clip.

Have a happy Mardi Gras.

UPDATE!! found the "ba blblaba gah" response to Jindal clip!